Life is really good. Full of wonderful people. Peace, intimacy, and quiet in my head - nothing to struggle over right now. I'm just letting life roll over me in a smooth rush. It's like being a stream bed on the side of a mountain. It's going so fast. I can't hold any of it still, but I can savor all of it. I am still and I am constant and bits of me are moved by the water as it touches and pulls at me everywhere. Joyful.